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Thursday, December 4, 2008

Wow...its already Christmas Eve?

Its pretty insane...Thanksgiving had already and Christmas is tomorrow. Another year is gonna pass, and a new one is going to start.I am sure you all know that though. Recently, I've been going through a hard time. There has been some situations going on with my family that just put in some real heart ache. I think though, that soon, those things will go away.

Besides that. I'm so grateful for the things I have. I am now officially 15, and only 6 months away until I can rightfully drive...with an adult in the passenger seat. I'll deal. My birthday was awesome. Got some cool stuff, and some stuff for snowboarding that I've needed. It was very exciting.

This year for Christmas I'm almost dreading the reaction from my siblings when they open gifts that are from me. Mostly cause they seem to care more about gifts than the actual meaning of gifts. But all will go well, I hope.

Christmas is a wonderful time in my life. And not because its Christmas exactly. But because, there always seemed to be happiness in our family around this time. My brother, Kendon, always brings a negative spirit into our home. He never seems happy, or satisfied. He never tells us a thing, so for all I know, he could be married. And he's the type of person that wouldn't even tell us. This year I hope he doesn't put a bad mood into our home like last year. So this year. My WISH, is to have a happy home. A very loving home. Even in the situation we're in right now. Oooh...and some snow that sticks too...Of course.

I definatly want ALL my family to know that I love them dearly... I wouldn't be here right now if it wasn't for them. For all my family that live far away...I miss you terribly. I wish I could see you all more often.


Christmas is a time when you get homesick - even when you're home.
-Carol Nelson


I miss Utah, being engulfed with love from my family there. I hope everyone a wonderful holiday. And may you make, the best of it.

1 comment:

The Larsen's said...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! We miss you too Chanae and hope that you did have a Merry Christmas. Love you tonz and hope that we can see you soon!